/.Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I hate such feel. I just can't stand for it.
Maybe it's all my problem. Yup, my problem.
Everyone is enjoying their joy and fun, I'm the only one who feel so.
Maybe I'm not suitable for it, totally.
I had tried to be okay with it, tried and tried.
But I just can't do that.
I can suddenly remain quiet for whole day, and suddenly happily talking with friends.
I can sudddenly talked alot and alot, suddenly being dont-get-near-me mood.
What the hell with me?
Maybe someone said correctly, I got problem whenever I didn't take my pill.
Maybe you just said correctly, I'm just an abnormal one.
Among all of these people, I'm the only one who acting like this, isn't it?
So the main problem is still with me.

You're still so-not-understand me, right?
I speechless.. What can I say?
I expected everything going on alright, but everything happening now disappointed me.
Ooops.. Maybe nothing's happening. I'm thinking too much. =)

Suddenly feel I'm quite useless huh?
Any special talent? Bo~
16 years, what I did?
What I found out in this 16 years?
Well, found that I don't even have a talent?
Haha. Nice one.
或许我真的达不到你心中的目标。

Sometimes I just hope you don't treat me that well.
Sometimes I just hope you treat me as bad as you can.

Wondering how human can be so suddenly-hot-suddenly-cold.
Problem is still with me, huh?
Never mind, you're nothing for me.
Maybe, little location in my heart. =)

Girls, be more responsible kay?
Admit that, you're not kid anymore.
If you can't do that, why not just tell me at the first?
Why must wait until I remind you that time, only you say,
You're not free. You got something else to do. You can't do it.
What the hell?
How am I going to find a pengganti for you, within that 5 minutes?
Everyone is going for recess, who can I still find?
Please human, don't be so irresponsible.
I just so-not-shiok you that time.
Don't blame me for being cool to you.
Ah yes, I don't like being forced by people, that's why I don't force people.

I wondering what is that hard to do your duty?
Once a week for class, once a month for toilet,
What is so hard?
You need to recess, I don't need?
You need to eat, I don't need?
Fine, whatever.
As what she said, I'm just so not strict. X)

Thx to someone, who reminded me something everyday.
Thx to someone, who really care of me.
Thx to someone, who scolded me whenever I did something no good.
Thx to someone, who accompany me whenever I am in down mood or angry mood.
Thx to someone, who lend your ears to me whenever I need someone.
Thx to someone, for everything.
Glad to have you as friend, better than many others. =)

No matter it's all a dream, or reality,
I will just enjoy my life like the way I like.
Not for anyone, not for you.